We are not on a Journey Back to Source


infinityWe are fond of saying ‘We are on a journey back to Source,’ the short answer I have to this is: We never left Source. Not only are we still ‘there’ but we ARE Source right now.

But now for the long answer:

We like to imagine/believe that we know what level we are at in this spiritual journey and therefore how close we are, how ‘advanced’ we are spiritually, indicating our closeness to reintegrating with Source. Sometimes we refer to what ‘density’ we’ve “come from.” This is something to consider: linear time as we experience it – we now believe – doesn’t exist independently of our insistence at perceiving it to be so.  We are now expanding our consciousness and allowing the concept of Infinity to adjust our perspectives to an understanding that everything (past, present, future) is simultaneous. If this is so, all other aspects of Self are existing and ‘playing’ right now, but the truth is, EVERYTHING is all other aspects of Self – Oneness. The high vibe, higher densities and the low vibe, lower densities and everything in between. So sayings such a “I am an old soul, I’ve seen it all,” “I come from a higher Density…’ and so on, are true for everyone, everything in every shape and form – since we are all Oneness manifested.

Let’s consider what I see to be a contradiction or tension in Spiritual teachings/sayings: We are so fond of telling ourselves to ‘be fully present in the NOW’ yet at the same time we do not stop hammering on about our Spiritual Growth, Evolution and our ‘Journey back to Source.’ Both of these teachings make sense and are equally valid and useful human experiences that we can choose to create and therefore experience. However my feeling is, that if we are going to choose to experience the energies of “soul growth, evolution and a long journey back to Source” it is going to be a challenge/contradiction to be fully present as complete wholeness and perfection in the NOW moments. That is to say, if we are ‘on a journey’ we are NOT at our Destination, therefore each Now moment is not complete but lacking in something –  we imagine that we ‘are not there yet,’ we ‘still have some way to go.’ How is it possible to be Whole, complete, Integral/Integrated if we aren’t at our Destination?

Let’s look back at the concept of time again – if we can agree that the idea of successive reincarnations is now defunct because of how we are understanding time as one Infinite Moment, then we didn’t have ‘lives’ before this where we were at different stages of growth (either advanced or beginner) but we are in fact experiencing those other lives right now. We may extend an energetic tendril into these simultaneous experiences of ‘ourselves’ at certain points in the continuum and identify the self as self or ‘other self’ in these ‘memories’ yet these are not the ‘self’ that you are now (only you right now are that) but they are different aspect of ourselves. In fact Bashar has said that ‘past life (he doesn’t mean literal ‘past’) memories change depending on how/where you are at in your own understanding of self. The truth is, via our divine heritage, due to the truth that we are All expressions of Source, any one of us can have any number of ‘memories’ of self/selves at any point in the continuum, all it requires is a resonant energetic connection. And this may be to ‘higher density’ beings and also the lower.

These concepts of ‘advancing our spirituality’ to BECOME a more advanced Soul and therefore get that bit closer back to Source, i.e Journey Back to Oneness has become an entrenched part of Spiritual Vocab, a Paradigm – all paradigms comfortably self replicate and perpetuate more of the Same. The frequency of any one particular paradigm shapes and moulds how we choose to experience ourselves and therefore our reality (the ongoing slew of ‘Now’ moments). To see ourselves on a Journey back Source is a chosen Illusion for self expression, it is a belief system only, a paradigm and perspective – the truth is:


Looking back at ancient texts, like for example the Bible we get introduced to this concept of ‘separation’ from God, and from thereon have had the incredibly indulgent habit of seeing Evil as separate from the Self. This perspective is a chosen ignorance – because nothing actually ‘separated’ from Source, there is only Source. If something separated from Source then it had to ‘go’ or ‘be’ somewhere else other than Source. Then there must be more than Source – but this is impossible as there must be a Source of All that Is! Therefore everything that ‘comes from’ Source still IS Source, even if it’s forgotten or doesn’t identify as being so.

This has led us now, down the ages to see spiritually “advanced” humans and ETs, the positives as, further on in their journey back to Source. And the negatives – the humans and ETs in their spiritual “infancy,” just beginning their ‘journey back to Source’. We indulgently forget that the Evil we experience is only, only, only, another reflection of Ourselves, Oneness, Source, or God. So yes, we are the Devil and all that is ‘bad’ and yes, we are God, and all that is ‘good’. We are all The One, having a myriad of experiences. But of course remembering and seeing ‘self’ in all that we do not like is a bitter pill to swallow yet ironically, the only way we can ultimately truly remember and ‘embody’ the Truth that we are Source, right here, right now.

(More on Evil and Forgiveness here)

However, if we chose to imagine that we ‘fell’ or we forgot that we are God-Source, it is nice and easy for a 3D mind to then imagine a ‘journey back’ as we ‘grow’ and expand our consciousness and self perfect ourselves, almost in an attempt to be WORTHY of integration back into Source. But as I’ve said, we didn’t ‘break’ off from Source but you may chose to ‘imagine that you have’ if you want, because you have free will, to dream (live) what ever dreams (lives) you chose and your dreams/lives are valid and perfect in themselves regardless.

So if you want, like me, to focus on the fact that we never left Source, we are still there what can this knowing do for us? It means that we must necessarily experience our PERFECTION as we are – at this very point in our physical experiences and ‘spiritual awareness’: We are WHOLE and PERFECT as we are, in this very second, not tomorrow, not next year but Now. It is okay of course to strive for more – to strive to activate more crystal genes, or spin your merkaba, whatever excites you – these are ‘tools’ you may use to become that energy form that that want to be. As a Creator being we are always striving to create anew and we latch onto certain paradigms, toolkits that may serve us (usually temporarily) to become this ‘new’ reflection/expression of Source. But the truth is – you don’t have to doanything to experience Source/God/Infinity Consciousness because you are it, this is your HERITAGE and all that is You. You have access to it right now and always have done. You cannot by definition be anything else, all you need to ‘do’ is remember!

As Bashar would say, tools, activities and belief systems that propel you into a different state of Being are simply ‘Permission Slips’ aiding you to change because you don’t yet believe you can do it alone. But what do you want to change into? Well, that is the unique aspect to you own beautiful story – but what about if we all, one by one sat back and remembered for a moment What and Who we Are. Source, right here right now, expressing itself in it’s HIGHEST expression possible – yes, you and me are Source creating it’s best and highest possible expression of itself at this point in the Continuum. How easy or hard is it to see oneself from this perspective? A vision that sees and knows you to be utterly perfect, just the way you are? What if we embodied and lived out our knowing that we are PERFECT expressions of Source in every single Now moment that we encounter? Without creating and perpetuating the energy that ‘we are not perfect as we are, that’s why we are on a journey to better ourselves so we can (be worthy/be ready to) integrate back into Source’? If we lived without the energy of being on journey and simply chose to live in The Destination, (which is the seeing the Face of God having an absolute blast every time you look in the mirror), what then? What happens next? The concept is so expansive and yet so freakin simple it is both explosive and implosive simultaneously. How would our individual and collective Now moments change? What sort of Heaven On Earth do you see unfolding?

But what about more “spiritually advanced” races? What about upgrading into light bodies and forming Unity Consciousness as 6D beings? These beings with higher frequencies and more of an expanded awareness are STILL all us, they are aspects of us right now having the experience of being that. But this doesn’t mean that you aren’t any less connected on ‘your journey’ to Source unless you choose to perceive it that way. You ARE those spiritually advanced beings as much as you are You, even though it doesn’t feel that way from this lovingly chosen, selected, purpose filled perspective that you are living out. If we could live in utter joy and abandonment in what and how we are experience ourselves right now then we truly begin to embody or ‘feel’ Source energy right here and now – in everything we do, from having a sip of cool water, to snuggling a bunny, laughing at your kid’s antics to breathing in crisp autumn air.

WE AREN’T GOING ANYWHERE – we are already here. 

The point of all this, as I see it, is to experience every Now moment remembering you are Source already at the Destination. I am ready to now scrap the exhausting concept of being  on a Spiritual Journey (by the way, if this belief system still serves you, by all means, stay on that journey, I’m just tossing ideas here!) and give in to the boundless, limitless infinite joy of being the God-Self that we are.

This latest insight is so potent for me, I am excited now to jump timelines to where more and more of us end this self perpetuating spiritual journey  – as Bashar says:We cannot create that of which we are not already the frequency of,”  – therefore by deciding to see oneself on a spiritual journey, embodying the energy of ‘journeying’  one will never reach or become the energy of being at the Destination. Instead we can remember What and Who we are, live out that Sovereign Destination right now; the world, reality, infinity moments are ours to seize and own, it the most incredibly exciting shift, let’s do it together.

Naomi CookNaomi Cook or “Nurse Naomi”  is the Founder of Project Starseed, which is a global movement aiming to increase cosmic and unity consciousness, inviting Awakened Starseeds’ and the Cosmically Conscious to sign up to join and re/pro/claim their inter/galactic heritage. Sign up here.

Naomi has recently published her memoir on her journey to spiritual transformation ‘How She Healed Me’ after her daughter was diagnosed with a brain tumour, suffering catastrophic fallout after the surgery – you can buy it off Amazon here.

She is a Philosophy graduate and blogs her contemplative journey to health and wellness at www.nursenaomi.com. Her empowering health and wellness themed children’s books can be found at www.thelittlebushnurse.com.  

Naomi is busy: She is an Author, Blogger, Registered Nurse, Reiki Master, Intuitive Healer & Theta Healer living in Sydney, Australia. You can book for her energy healing skype consults here.

She loves everything and anything Cosmic, Figure Skating, Dark Organic Chocolate and Bunnies. 

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